I haven’t even noticed how much we have all grown up. It’s a bit terrifying, but I think it’s possible to cope with it. However, it’s still hard to think of myself like of an actual adult. Maybe it’s a question of time...

The idea of leaving everything forever never gets out of my head. 🚀

Are you French because Eiffel for you.

Living in Italy for an entire month. Traveling all around it. ⠀ Some would say that it changed their life, say they have learnt a lot, met a bunch of new people. The only thing I understood is that traveling with an anxiety and depression is not the best concept. However, if you enjoy the idea of being afraid of everything every god damn day, go for it.

⠀ We live in the toxic world of Self Help. So many people are trying to teach us what we are supposed to do to become successful. Wake up early, take cold showers, go for a run, read 58 books a year, be nice otherwise you will not be liked by others, don’t waste your time, work harder, hustle, successful people don’t sleep 8 hours a day, that’s just a waste of time. ⠀ STOP ⠀ Don’t do anything that you hear from them, do what makes you happy. I’ve heard so many time a phrase: “ I don’t know what I want to do in my life“. You have to do what you enjoy. Eat what you like for a breakfast, talk to people you want to talk to, go for a walk, or just watch your favorite movie. Stop judging yourself for binge watching your favorite show or eating a snack or missing up a deadline. You are supposed to be your own best friend. Would you ever tell your friend that they are bad because they did all of those things? That is why you never should do that to yourself.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ Love ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ When we decided that love was easy? Thinking of it, it’s the hardest thing that we as humans have to encounter. What can be harder than understanding something so unattainable, so inexplicably strange, but yet so desirable? Is there something that is as complicated as this feeling? ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ Oh, I can see that, you are thinking of death? No, death is simple. One moment you exist, and at the other one — you are nothing and everything at the same time. Heh, sounded much easier in my head. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ So we’ve been talking of Love, right? Is it when you accept every part of a human being? However, where does healthy love ends and toxic attachment begins? How is it possible to find that difference? Is there a thin line between those two definitions or there is actually no difference at all and love is something sick in itself ? ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ I don’t really know I don’t really know nothing

Fears. • They are a part of me. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ They’ve made me, who I am. You can say that they are a huge important part that is me. I live with them. I am afraid of them. Some are bad, some are not so much. It’s like I don’t even know how to live without them. No, it’s not a weakness. It’s just something that just exists and I exist with it. You can conquer some, but some just stick with you. They are always near, checking on me. Talking with me. Making sure I can still feel something

I have found myself being amused by people, that love what they do or, by the fact, when they know what they are supposed to do. It is so mesmerizing to see them with that fire in their eyes, to see that they are alive, that they see the point in living. I always wondered were they just blinded by their goal or there is something more behind that. There are those who knew what they were supposed to do when they were little, someone figured it out in their teens, some are still looking. You know those people, those with a little spark in their eyes, this tiny spark that can start fire, they make me want to live

Mariam by @oce_zabavno

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Gosia by @mepanoply